Life is good right now.

Last night I was laughing with Jeff that I've been reading too many books lately, it makes my mind thing like an author, we're so relaxed and comfortable right now that something bad needs to happen. Jeff said, "Ah, the plot twist." Then he came up with a good plot twist that involved him quitting his job a la Dave Chappelle. I laughed until my side hurt, that boy is funny.

I think one of the reasons I'm so relaxed is because my mother had my big kids in Blythe for a whole week! It was just me and Whitney enjoying some quality time together. And Jeff had Monday off of work so it was super weird. He RARELY has holidays and with the kids gone it was super quiet! Eerily quiet. It was nice to have some space but it was my everyday life I wouldn't prefer it. The house did stay clean since there wasn't anyone to go behind me and instantly mess it up though! That was amazing haha.

A whole week with just Whitney solidified her adorable status. And she has two matching bottom teeth that are super sharp!

Here's a video of her "crawling":

"I just need a compass and a willing accomplice"

"Sometimes you think everything is wrapped inside a diamond ring
Love just needs a witness and a little forgiveness
And a halo of patience and a less sporadic pace
And I'm learning to be brave in my beautiful mistakes

Oh, I've felt that fire and I, I've been burned
But I wouldn't trade the pain for what I've learned
I wouldn't trade the pain for what I've learned"

-"Crystal Ball" by Pink

"But you, you're uninvited"

-"Uninvited" by Alanis Morissette

I took all the kids shopping with on Saturday morning and it was a disaster. Grayson is so difficult. He does NOT like to be told where to go, won't sit in the cart, wants an obscene amount of stuff at the store, etc. etc. Anyways, if I had to break my experience into numbers here they are:
Number of times Grayson got ran over by the shopping cart in Whole Foods: 2
Number of Elmo books Grayson LOUDLY begged for in B&N: 2
Number of bookshelves Grayson tried to CLIMB: 1, in front of a very unimpressed employee
Number of times I had to hold Whitney's carseat on one arm and a screaming Grayson in the other: 3

I like books.

Here is my record of the books I've read this year.
JANUARY:
Jane Eyre by Charlotte Bronte
Ended up really liking this one. At first it was a little hard for me to get past the lunatic in the attic but the ending was really wonderful. Jeff's mom let me borrow a copy after recommending it to another friend previously and that friend referring to it as "life changing". I read a few chapters and then told Cindy, "I've embarked on the life changing experience that is Jane Eyre." I know, I'm so funny! You know it's a good book when there's something a time when you say to yourself "I'll never forget that". That is how I felt when her only friend died while she was in the school. And when she left after discovering he was already married. I really COULD NOT believe she left with nothing! She has a lot of inner strength.

Elantris by Brandon Sanderson
I give this one a thumbs up. I'd mistakenly referred to it as Science Fiction earlier but my hubby corrected me that it belongs in the Fantasy genre. To which I replied, "I'm not telling people I read Fantasy books, that sounds lame." But I did, and I enjoyed it. The thing I most took away from this book is that a good leader encourages people to feel useful. I think there's a good parenting parallel there.

Glimpses into the Life and Heart of Marjorie Pay Hinckley by Virginia Pearce
Every stay-at-home-mom should read this one! I plan on reading it again and writing down some of the great advice. In a world that is so cynical and depressing it's good to read words that are positive and full of faith.

The Goose Girl by Shannon Hale
This is going on my list of Favorite Books of All-Time! Loved every word of it. It's a retelling of a fairytale so it has a wonderfully happy ending. Through her journey Ani learns of her talents, how capable she is and how to be a good person despite hardships. And of course she falls in love with someone who sees her for who she really is and appreciates all of her. When I closed the book I immediately wanted to raise horses, have a swan pond and maybe get some geese :) And read it to Leah.

FEBRUARY:
The Actor and the Housewife by Shannon Hale
Uh, this book left me so confused. Shannon Hale is a good writer but I wanted Becky to end up marrying Felix in the end! It was FILLED with so much snarky banter and it brings up the question of whether or not a person should feel comfortable remarrying after their spouse dies. I 100% feel if you do remarry it does NOT mean you never loved your spouse but pretty much that's how I felt it was portrayed. And that's all I have to say about that.

Princess Academy by Shannon Hale
My friend let me borrow all these Shannon Hale books so that's why there are three in a row. Anyways, it's another young adult fiction from her and I loved it. A young girl goes through hardship to realize she's loved and useful and smart. And of course she falls in love in the end. During their study at the academy they learn the
Rules of Diplomatic Negotiations:
1. State the problem
2. Admit your own error
3. State the error of the other party
4. Propose specific compromises
5. Invite mutual acceptance
6. Illustrate the negative outcome of refuse and positive of acceptance
A good thing to know as my role as a hostage negotiator mother of four.

Austenland by Shannon Hale
Last of the Shannon Hale marathon I promise, haha. I liked it. For me the main character is cute and adorable saying things like "I wasn't aware until this precise and awkward moment that when startled in a strange place, my instincts would have me pretend to be a ninja." and "If you're listening, Big Brother, I refuse to be Fanny Price.". I would recommend it to someone if they like British literature and want a light read.

Open by Andre Agassi
Sometimes I would wonder why people put their whole lives in print for others to read, like it's any of their business...and then we all started blogging. Now it seems normal. Anyways, I loved this book. Apparently he want to be completely honest and record his whirlwind life for his kids, which I completely respect. I've read a book his dad put out called The Agassi Story so I know a little about their family dynamic but it truly is amazing how much parents can shape their children, for better or worse. After his tumultuous life he figures out love and helping people are the most important things in life. He has so many great things to say about his wife Stefanie Graf and his kids. I especially loved the story where she leaves him with their baby boy Jaden for a few minutes, he goes to "trim" the baby's shaggy hair and ends up giving him a buzz. When she gets back she's mad but after a few minutes they all start laughing hysterically. Days later he beats ROGER FEDERER in the final and he says the most memorable thing out that tournament was that laugh with his family! Stefanie gets voted into the International Tennis Hall of Fame and he's asked to introduce her. Here's what he says of the experience: "I'm over prepared, and as I walk to the dais, I'm breathing hard. Then, the moment I start speaking, I relax, because the subject is my favorite and I consider myself an expert. Every man should have the chance to introduce his wife at her Hall of Fame induction ceremony." Well said Andre, well said.

The Hunger Games and Catching Fire by Suzanne Collins
These are the first two books of a planned trilogy and I realized now I should never read books from a series until the series is finished. The open endings make me unhappy. These books cannot stand alone. Overall I don't think I liked them too much anyways. The whole kill or be killed vibe really got to me, and not in a good way. I definitely liked Hunger Games better, Catching Fire seemed to be just more of the same. And there's a horrible love triangle. This is obviously the BIGGEST issue to be resolved in the final installment and I'm not sure there's a way for it to end and me be satisfied. And I don't "trust" the author. Anyone at any time can be killed. Jeff read Hunger Games before me (he isn't interested in reading any more of the series) and I told him I want Katniss to end up with Peeta. "Love he who loves you best" is what I learned from Jane Eyre :) Jeff asked how I know Gale doesn't love her best? Because he never told her, he let her go off to the the Games telling her nothing of his true feelings! What the heck!? Odds were she was going to DIE and he felt it wasn't something she needed to know!? Dumb boy. Team Peeta all the way... but I have a feeling he's going to die.
** I skimmed them again and figured out I didn't like the way you thought all the districts were going to band together (because the tributes held hands) but in the arena it's as if it had never happened. And then how Haymitch is totally rude to her saying, "That's why we don't let you make the plans." She's an important player in this uprising he could at least treat her with common decency. And I STILL love Peeta. Gale who?

Lock and Key by Sarah Dessen
It was on okay book. She wrote one of my favorite YA romances called The Truth About Forever (which I highly recommend if you haven't read it) and I keep expecting likable characters like those. Unfortunately, all her other books have fallen short for me. I especially don't like how the teenage kids drink beer and smoke weed like it's normal. The main character is from a crazy broken home and that explains it but I still don't like it. I think my biggest problem was I just couldn't relate at all.

Eat Pray Love by Elizabeth Gilbert
I almost don't know what to say about this book. After reading the first couple "chapters" I told Jeff, this author and I wouldn't be friends in real life. Eventually I grew to like her spiritual journey because it brought her peace but I do have a problem with spirituality that has no morals though. I know meditation to be a scientifically proven stress reducer so I'm all for that. I think this book even inspired me to re-read The Relaxation Response and take up meditating again. My last thought is that I've always FELT God's presence. From a very young age I felt the peace His Spirit brings through prayer. A close friend once told me that when she saw a baby born she SAW God and knew him for the first time in her WHOLE LIFE. Yes, I look at my children and see God. Of course this reminds me of some song lyrics from the song "Heaven" by Live. I don't listen to them but I've heard it a million times on the radio. Sometimes this song makes me cry...

"I don't need no one
to tell me 'bout Heaven,
I look at my daughter
and I believe.
I don't need no proof
when it come to God and truth,
I look at the sunset
and I perceive."

Enna Burning by Shannon Hale
I think I had high expectations for this book. It's the same characters from The Goose Girl but with Enna as the main character. Overall I didn't like it very much. Enna, and Isi for that matter, struggle the whole time. When the happy ending comes it's not uplifting, it's like "finally SOMETHING good happens!". I think I will continue to read her other books but The Goose Girl is definitely the fav.

Jeff and Grayson are BFF.

Ever since the bedrest incident Jeff has taken it upon himself to tend to Grayson's "extra" needs...and that's not an easy task. The bathing, lotioning, clothing and midnight scratching can be exhausting! And I know because it exhausted me for the last year and a half. Okay, that sounded a little saucy but really, I was exhausted. But now Jeff does it and it's wonderful!!!

And Gray's eczema is doing marvelous. He definitely STILL has it but he doesn't scratch it much during the day and he usually wakes up in the night just to have us get him a drink of water or go to the bathroom (which he still doesn't do by himself and if you don't get to him in time will result in peed in PJ's, TMI?). He's kinda sleeping through the night too...he doesn't always wake up, he just usually wakes up.

One time Jeff did say, "I can't wait until you can get up with Grayson again". To which I just laughed and corrected, "You mean you can't wait until he stops getting up in the night because you will always be his nighttime BFF. You do it so well." :)

Leah's growing up.

There I said it. I think I've been in denial since I still call her "Tweety Bird" all the time, but it's true. And she has started to notice things. Monday after art class she said a girl told her another girl's parents had broke up! She was appalled! I told her I already knew and she was quite shocked at that. I told her that there are probably more kids at school who's parents are broken up and it's called divorced.

She thought about this for a minute.

Then I told her that her parents would never break up and without missing a beat she said, "I know". I almost cried.

Saturday was a crazy day of shopping!

I start posts and then don't post them. I'm so lame.

How many stores can take a 2 year old shopping in before they drive you crazy: 1/2
How many stores can you take your other THREE children to: 8... and I'm still not crazy!

On Saturday Whitney, Davis, Leah and I went to Barnes & Noble, JoAnns, In-N-Out Burger, Target, Office Depot, Hancock Fabrics, Trader Joes and Whole Foods.
Ok, we didn't go into In-N-Out but there was some annoying teasing going on in the back with Davis saying In-N-Out Booger and Leah correcting him over... and over... and over!

I told Jeff the fact that I could actually be out this long is a testament to how good a baby Whitney is. She was in her car seat the ENTIRE time except the TWO times I fed her and the ONE time I changed her diaper.
I said she was a good baby I didn't say she wasn't neglected that day!

Jeff said that it's probably more of a testament to the fact that once you've taken Grayson to the store ANYTHING is easier.
That's probably a little true too :)